well it's 01:11 got to be in college 09:00 lol should be in bed asleep but twitter is keeping me awake. well there is only 15 days 22 hours and 14 mins left till christmas and only two shit college wednesdays left till i break for xmas well having to be in college for 9am and don't finsh till 5 pm is shit and having to get the bus home tomorrow in the dark is not good. god i must moan way too much

got the tree up at the weekend which is great but it don't hard drain the eletricty well bad got all the other decs up as well now looks better then last year. last year we put up everything we had lol and it looked a mess toucht he tree and bits will fall of it lol.

westlife tickets coming out for tour this week but no wembley yet gonna wait till there is a webely date which i know they will do. so just gotta sit tight and wait for the announcement.

got some more of my cross stitch done today not as much as i would have hoped but still somes better then none as my dad would say. oh talking of my dad had to wrap all of his christmas presents from him to us yesterday. he said he was going to help and did not mean for me to do them all on my own but i reckon if he had tried to help he would have done one present and left me to do the rest lol

been up too long gonna go to bed after i have had a quick look at twitter

 went to bluewater today cos mum wanted to buy a few bits for dinner so i brought the new westlife single well every little helps lol can't download it till dad gets payed and subs me a tenner lol 

no westlife on tellie today so did not have to get up early but there is a whole night of great tv with eastenders holy city and around the world in 80 days and tomorrow is the start of a new series of waterloo road can't wait for that as tom chambers is in it lol. did watch flashforward last night well some of it i will have to re watch it on friday as i fell aslepp lol.

got to get my work done for college tomorrow should be fun if i had have not had that day off college one thrusday it was would not have been that bad to do tims work so now i have to sit down and do it it's going to take me ages then i have jennets to do which is quite easy and should not take half the time which i will do last and then there is sirnidas work to get done thats gonna take me ages esp if i want to get a distiction like last year but at least i have the internet on the computer to help me at the same time.

as i write this i am waiting for flashforward to come on its getting really excited now can't wait at least it's something to watch on a monday night

well today was my mate dawns birthday and me mum and my twin katie went to dartford and brought her some presents a chocolate cake and a baloon she loved it .

watched westlife on xfactor last night omg how good did they all look after there year off. had to get up early today to watch westlife again on GMTV was great cos we got loads of infomation out of them like when is the tour going to be announced and they told us a bit about the video and whos fault it was that they had to go to iceland and freeze there ass of lol saw pics of them looking freezing cold in the news paper lol
not a lot else happened better be of as i am going on ebay to bid on christmas presents for my dad to give my twin yes i am doing his shopping i must have mug tatooed across my forehead lol but if i dont do it he wont and we need to get it sorted as soon as before he runs out of money lol 

well not up to much today as i have to get all my work done for college before i go back on wednesday quite a lot to get done plus i also ahve to do a bit for sonya she really gets on everyones nerves when we have her on a wednesday we have her for most of the day and thoes days could not go any slower. so got 4 lots of work to get done. still right now it is cold and i am hungry dont think we are doing much today. hey i could get a pot noodle to eat in a bit have to pick out all the peas lol

micky tweeted yesterday to say thanks to everyone for all there messages of support over the last week then he tweeted again to say thanks to sky news for the way they handled steo's death and furenal think it was the only station on the tv that did.

well dad said he would lend me the money to get the posters collarges i want done printed cos if i get them done before end of week they will only cost me £3.50 each i am geting one done for my nan with loads of pics of me katie and elliott and then i am getting one for mum with loads of pics of jasper (our caviler king charles) on it. i have now decided i want to get one printed in honor of stephen gately katie(younger twin) has been getting some pics of the internet i could use so gonna see what she has got. can't get them ordered till thursday this week as thats the only time dad is of to lend me the money plus i dont want my mum there or she will see what i am doing and it's supposed to be a christmas present.

hey i am back now ti's been a while since i have been on here going to be coming on here more now i have the internet on our computer now

well this last week has been the worst ever last saturday i thought life was great i was at college christmas was coming and i was sorting that out early and westlife were coming back and there single and album are coming out. but now the next day everything changes stephen gately dies i wake up to it on sunday and my world changes my outlook on life changes. its been a long week i can't believe he has gone and at only 33 years old i was looking forward to christmas but i don't know now maybe i should just get over it and enjoy christmas. i watched the furnal yesterday and that now should have gievn me some closer but it has not maybe it will get better in time as ronan said "beautful man perfect angel forever young but never forgotton"

also westlife have there new album out 30th november and single is out by the beginning of next week i don't think much of it i have not herd the preview yet but the one thing westlife said and i quote "we will never do another cover ever again" and what do they do a cover really gets on my nerves and plus the song that they are doing a cover of is already in the charts so not happy about that. plus the single cover is not new pictures its justold one stuck together. hope this is the only cover on the album and the album artwork has new pictures.

well got to pay for my stuff i have bid for on ebay this week cos i don't want to get an unpaid item strike i got one of my gifts yesterday it was a doctor who figure for my twin sister i need to get her more figures. and i don't have the money yet so i don't know what i am going to do.  maybe not bid on anything else yet lol

hey every one thought i would post another post
OMG yesterday was well good i went to bluwater and met john barrowman it was well good i waited 10 hours nearly and i got to go round twice and see john barrowman twice  whoooo here are some pictures

seeing as peole think it's great that i ahve met westlife again then i wanna show off a few pics so here are the ones from the book signing. tell me what you think.

any way on to today well it's gonna be a long day for me as i am at the libary at the mo been here since half 9 and then get the shuttle to college to get to class for 12:45 and then in college till 5pm so a really really long day but at least it's not that cold at the mo which is good.

hey it's been a long time since i posted on here loads has been going on met westlife again this year at lakeside waited 17 hours for them was the best. at college now and been on holiday twice to norfolk since. and also i am planning a westlie fans tour on 8th august day before me and me twins birthday which should be great fun and now i am looking forward to christmas now which is only 49 days away which is great soo excited well i would be if i got me money still waiting on it now it's taking a very long time any way other things to do be back soonxxx

well just a quick entry beofre i go to college well the now did not come to much in the end and we did not go out to the cinamar after all cos there was no buses running on easter monday so we are going on thursday instead not much planned will be in college till 16:15 today but eastenders and holby city is on to nite so i suppose thats some thing lol. excited cos going out tomorrow to london and by the end of the week i would have gone to london 3 times in one week lol got to get ready for college so i will finsh here

well it did not come to much the snow yesterday but it's just started snowing again so you never know well yesterday was easter and not much happened i got two easter eggs chocolate orange and we had a big roast dinner turkey just the way i love it well not doing any thing till later tonight me katie and lorraine are going to the cinamar to see accdental husband which should be good we have to go and see it in the evening cos of it being only shown at that time and we have to put a video in the machine cos other wise we miss eastenders which we do not wanna do lol so tomorrow i have to go back to college buit at least it's my last day till we go to london on wednesday to go to the wax works so looking forward to it

 just thought i would get todays entry in quick so here goes well at the mo it's snowing here does not look like it will settle just yet but it's getting heaver and bigger so who know. well went to bleuwater yesterday with lorraine and katie i wish i had gone on a weekday it was so packed you could hardley move. lorraine got all she wanted and i brought another doctor who thing for me twin she is a massive doctor who fan any way i really brought her two things which was not a good idea cos she has too many doctor who things i brought her a big £12:99 3D poster with the 10th doctor a dalek a cyberman and the tardis on it we managed to get that up on our walls after moving a few things over and i brought her some top trumps cards as well doctor who of course lol well not up to much today as it's easter just have a roast turkey and probs an egg or two after. so as i finsh this entry for today it's still snowing you will know tomorrow weather or not any thing became of it